Sunday, June 26, 2005

Without A Cause

Don’t ask me bout the title as it just came off my mind; maybe a doodle massly bitching up my head. I’ve been traveling loads these days, North South highway feels more like a mobile home of mine, thanks to my runaway car, salvaging with pride for its honorable owner. I’ve trashed it years ago actually, some say it’s a coffin-with-four-tires and what better way to describe the driver than "dead man walking", I’ve also got "the untouchable" not due to my mafia fantasies, but well a living lucky son of a gun like me. The accident hangovers do merry-go-round up my head sometimes. It’s a massive colossal of commotions up in my thinking box at times, especially when I’m alone; it just starts and by the time it ends, I’m cocksure I’ve been dozing off for hours. Sometimes we all feel we aren’t meant to be doing some stuff we are indulging with; or at least feeling quizzical bout the very existence of us, geographically or even biologically! Biologically, hmm i used to feel God mismatched me with some souls I’m not meant to be placed with, but as time passes by, love care or even emotional attachments keeps me wondering if the time comes for us to be apart. I’m counting my days actually to see at least one of my antics, leaving soon! Its inevitable and I’ve barely strengthen myself to accept that faith in living, some faith do die and this one DIES with no hope of rebuilding it! Thing is ill treasure every moment I indulged with them, even acquaintances, friends, by-frienders as these are the people who helped me shape the very basic understanding of mine bout Life! Every experience that’s been heartfully showered upon me will be an experience-baggage that ill carry along the whole time till i end this trilogy of mine. So to all of you who feels down today, just take a breath, a deep one, and just say that you are in fact better off than loads of gods being out there. Cheers mate! God you too!

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