Bounty[beautiful]Fool Life

Its morning, chirping of birds percusions through the silent solemn ambience, everlasting winds showing they're piece of mind on the trafficking roadways; well as U2 said it; its Sunday Bloody Sunday..Something bout this gloomy darkening weather makes me wonder..Is life beautiful as its alwiz preeched?Do we humans, do really integrate with the beauty of nature and infactuatize with the "oneness" that every soul-seeking-saint craves?Something about that word feels myself to unite with the ever propagating; evolving surounding of mine..It may sound dramatically surreal; non-chavaunist but its something wholefully understood by us; LITERALLY!Just watched Sideways, a melodramatic flick of bachelorhood-to-end between two guys whose on they're separate routes in conjugating life's prophecies..One is a laid back writer with two straight publication failures(Paul Giamatti; the DR for DeNiro in Analyze This/That) and one cowboy wannabe who free-willingly shoots biologically into any cowgirls that he can make his pick lines conveyable..Its a twisty tale for both characters but it succumbs you deep in thoughts especially with the wineology expert; Paul Giamatti.Have you had these days where everything comes breaking down; life just stalls and everyday redefines failure like no any other days did? And there's this buddy of yours; having great fun but having a bad karma awaiting him at his doorsteps; and somehow; in someways you kinda realize it; HE plays me..Wonder why life is so ambiguous yet certain at times*Faith..